I used music to overcome the hardship. It made me think that I really have the facet of an artist. To be in pain doesn’t necessarily mean that you are doing something for others. There isn’t anything you can do for others, either. Being in pain only affects me. But there are those who enjoy listening to me. I wanted to be able to do something for other, even when things were going hard for me. Shouldn’t I do something to help? I think I do music because such thoughts are so strong.